aku bagaimana ?

i dunno wat to say . haih . i just felt so sad . dude what happen to me ? god help me please , please . all my bestfriends are enjoying their new partner . me ? haih . i'm not saying that i'm so desperate . not at all . but my friends . i felt like i'd been left alone with nobody . guys , where are you all ? haih . god , please . you , yess you . why you ? why ? is it were not meant for each other ? okay fine . i accept it . haihhh . so longg . okay i've made my decision . i accept you if you love me . okay ? *meera dah dah . benti merapu . okay ?